As I sit here and try to muster up some faith…
Yea, yea I know.. that is not very “Christian-like” well… what can I say? I am doing the best I can trying to trust God while bills pile up and things continue to happen. Sometimes I wonder if I am ever making the right decisions.
In the end is anyone ever right? We are doing the best that we can right?!
I haven’t written in the longest time. I think I did not see any immediate results so I decided to abandon what God had asked me to do in the first place. How can I sit here and wonder why things are not working out for the best when I am not being obedient to his calling!?
You see, I was scrolling through Facebook while I am at my job…like a good employee of course… and I see the face of this woman who is talking about God. I stop to read what she is saying and she is talking about how God wants us to trust him with our dreams. She discussed how he wants us to write our dreams down and to pray on them. He wants us to really think about what our dreams are and then walk in faith.
I began to write out all of my dreams and what is a reoccurring theme?! Helping other moms! My dream is to reach out to the women that are in the world not feeling like they are enough as they strive to make a better life for their family and wear themselves out every single day trying to change the situation. My dream is to speak to these women and tell them that HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE NOT ALONE
YOU ARE MAKING A DIFFERENCE
THIS IS SO HARD BUT YOU ARE DOING THE DAMN THANG
GOD LOVES YOU
GOD IS THERE
DONT FORGET ABOUT HIM
DONT ABANDON YOUR FAITH
HES GOT THIS
HES GOT YOU
YOU GOT THIS
KEEP GOING AND ….
DONT STOP….BELIEVINGGGGGGGGGGG…..HOLD ON TO THAT FEEEEELINGGGGGGGGGGG!
No but seriously, I know for a fact that I can not be the only one that is trudging on even though I just want to cry. I can’t be the only one that is exhausted feeling like I am never doing enough. I know that I have to have some soul sisters out there that need a little encouragement.
Don’t give up on your dreams, they are your destiny. What is worth it is hard to achieve but with God, nothing is impossible. What we are doing is important and it matters. Women were built for this. We are strong and we are determined. This is not going to be long pero, like…. I needed to share my heart right now. We got this. I got this. I’m not gunna cry. Only a little… LOL! Okay God, let’s see what you can do, Amen?!